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Tuesday, November 10, 2009
my phone kept ringing. sms-es. phone calls. couldn't believe it. arrrgh. shall let the screen shot speak for itself.  heres what happened. ronney logged onto facebook on the iMac in class. left it on even after leaving the classroom. some prick... probably did this prank. not in the best of moods now though. my eyes are getting very uncomfortable, the right eye especially. getting red and fatigued easily. 8am lssn 2moro. god bless me. RoNn had a photo shoot @ 11:47 PM |
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Wednesday, November 04, 2009
 how about this shirt? hmmmphs... oh! i meant the grey one.. top most one here.  
RoNn had a photo shoot @ 11:48 PM |
 should i get this pair of shoes? RoNn had a photo shoot @ 12:49 AM |
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Monday, November 02, 2009
RoNn had a photo shoot @ 12:01 AM |
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Saturday, October 31, 2009
4.30am sleep. 7.30am wake up. Pulau Ubin mountain biking! the last time i did this, 4.30am sleep, 6.30am wake up. take a bus to Tampines, Holy Trinity church camp. hungry. can't sleep. just occured to me that i've yet to be able to forgive. always thinking that i have done so. i guess its hard to trust someone totally, even with the most unsaid of things among my other friends. that is me. when i cannot look at the person in the eye. is it the unforgiveness? i feel "fake". that is why things can never be the same as they were before. not for now. not in any time soon either. i seem to have built that wall even higher this time. crazy day 2moro! 1. Ubin! 2. Worship prac @ SJC 3. BBQ @ Simei RoNn had a photo shoot @ 4:17 AM |
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Wednesday, October 28, 2009
with little motivation, i have this "doomed" feeling. haha. because i am hardly interested nor paying any attention in class. not doing tutorials, not revising. monday is my excercise day. swimming or jogging. friday is da day with da kids at KK hospital. had 2 sessions and its just great to accompany them. seeing some really intelligent and bright kids. some of which had lost their mobility. infants with tubes and needles in them. its a rather saddening sight at times. but i am so heartened when i see that radiance in some of their faces despite being hospitalized. the contagious joy on their faces radiates from within. i should plan a photography day for myself next week. its been ages since i last touched my camera. and. a revision day. i seem to be doing anything but my work. blogging. surfing. facebook. oh god, pls help me! RoNn had a photo shoot @ 11:39 PM |
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Sunday, October 25, 2009
RoNn had a photo shoot @ 11:30 PM |
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Wednesday, October 21, 2009
it is either that i'm not used to sleeping early after the holidays or what is on my mind. i got to agree with what a friend of mine said. that some friends turn to you or look for you only when they need something from you. i'm sick and tired of being disappointed at times that when you thought you have found true friends whom you know will be there for you and look upon you as a friend indeed. disappointed that whenever they make plans, you are never even thought about, remembered. be it skating, ministry, ccas. i guess some people just do not realise that when they start sharing or narrating about that particular occasion, they do not realise how you feel or realise that it would make you feel left out? some people deny or find reasons after what has happened, be it that you are at work, so on and so forth, when in the first place, the very fact is that they never even had you crossed their minds in the first place. its puzzling that sometimes you would hear familiar stories about how they could travel to the ends of the island or even make crazy plans to just pick someone up or work around his free time because they have in fact thought of having him around. so then, are those reasons made up to make me feel better? used to think that i found a friend who could understand everything i shared. but its changed. perhaps thinking that i need some time away to settle down, when in fact i am always hoping that that is the time i have that friend who hears me out. perhaps that once a close friend of mine probably still thinks that i'm thinking too much. if that is so, then i really am very certain that the person hasn't known me one bit at all. i know my weaknesses. if i am certain about something, i would have been sure it wasn't from a weakness of mine. and if that friend thinks that it is because of what has happened tonight only, that i am making a mountain out of a molehill, then im sorry, you really do not know me one bit at all too. RoNn had a photo shoot @ 12:51 AM |