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Wednesday, June 30, 2010
2 weeks of studying and mugging at Menlo college and 1 week of RnR. i should think none of us are looking forward to heading back to Singapore. the weather here is perfect! though its so cold now (10degc)! oh well.
RoNn had a photo shoot @ 4:30 PM |
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Saturday, June 19, 2010
That is what i'm studying here in California. No doubt the work load is crazy, late nights to rush out response papers and essays, but this has certainly made me think about much things. "You got a dream... You gotta protect it. People can't do somethin' themselves, they wanna tell you you can't do it. If you want somethin', go get it. Period." - Christopher Gardner (Will Smith), The Pursuit of Happiness
RoNn had a photo shoot @ 1:18 AM |
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Friday, June 04, 2010
been really bad days the past week. i guess its the fatigue, stress, anxiety all kicking in. i just do not know why i have been very bad at controlling my temper. when i actually cool down, i look back at that moment and see how unnecessary it was. i suppose the friends around me would have sensed it, perhaps shocked. i'm sorry. i just do not seem to be myself. i seem to get worked up over every small matter. it gets tiring to live a life in a bubble. cautious as to what i must not say to anyone around me. but my mind is just determined to do so. so be it. "There is no one else for me, none... but Jesus."
RoNn had a photo shoot @ 12:48 PM |
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Sunday, May 30, 2010
2) read at least 2 of the books for California Challenge 3) prepare for common test (1 weeks time), 2 modules 4) practical test 5) project proposals, submission Just done with the essay. RoNn had a photo shoot @ 12:57 AM |
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Saturday, May 22, 2010
call me ignorant or naive, but i never knew the world around me would be so full of opinions and critics about me. i never knew so much were said and thought about me. yes i am not a perfect person. i made mistakes. i've done and said things i shouldn't have. i've trusted the wrong people. i never did expect what i said to friends to be so insensitively passed onto another. neither did i expect words that didn't come from me to surface to the ears of others. i've become cautious when it comes to friendships. i guess it has just become so obvious now that almost everyone is a hypocrite. knowingly or unknowingly. i despise people who talk behind my back. i am guilty of doing so to others at times. why must we criticize and judge others the very moment they turn their backs upon you? is it considered stupid to tell the person about what you are unhappy about? or is it your lack of courage to do so? i ask myself if all these would have happened if i never did step into the lives of these people. and as these thoughts run through my head, a person comes to mind. it was a mistake through and through. everything that had been said wouldn't be said. disappointment wouldn't arise because any trust would not have been built. gossips would not have started because there was simply nothing to gossip about. judge me all you want, i don't give a bloody damn about it! why don't you look at yourself before you talk about others?
RoNn had a photo shoot @ 10:56 PM |
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Monday, April 26, 2010
dad damaged the car. WTF larh. sorry but i'm just pissed lar. it happened at the carpark, into a low wall while turning out. i wasn't there but he told me when he came home. its ugly! but not in a very obvious location, but its bad damage and dented, paintwork damaged of course. dad sees no intention to fix it. school has been pretty ok for first week. i'm feeling the fatigue though, perhaps not adapting well yet. its not a busy week but the tiredness i get from it feels like one. the new class has been good. fitting in for now. its really different from my other class but its a good thing as of now. its projects and more event planning this semester. planning and designing it all by ourselves. The two modules are Live sound setup and Audio recording (indoor/outdoor) for AEP (audio effects processing, 5.1 surround sound etc). Only 1 examinable module and that is Stage Lighting. 1 Essay writing module, 1000 word essays to write for IS-World Issues, Perspectives. =.=" 1 presentation module, Effective Negotiation. RoNn had a photo shoot @ 12:22 AM |
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Wednesday, April 07, 2010
RoNn had a photo shoot @ 1:12 AM |
